The beer must have really been kicking into high gear,
because once they got into her car and tried to congregate...
all she could do was watch his lips...
She must have fallen into a trance at some point
because she couldn't remember
if she was the first one to kiss him
or if they ever really even kissed at all...
She remembers stopping at the 7-11 though
and watching him buy stuff...
When they got to his house...
He asked her to come inside.
She complied...
Especially since she had decided to cross over his boundary lines
and hers...
and began feeling his huge
muscular arms.
Muscles on a man always made her tingle
inside...
And with 3 beers already working damage in her,
the touch of his warm skin only
added more fuel to the fire!
They got to his room
and she was aghast!
There was so many things laying all over the floor!
Clothes, bottles, empty and full,
food wrappers, food boxes, cans,
it was like a landfill
only fit into a small room!
But the one thing that really threw her into
hell territory was the mattress.
The uncovered, no sheets, no pillowcases,
no box spring, no headboard,
just on the floor, like a dirty old thrown out mattress!
She couldn't believe her eyes!
How could such a cute guy
live in this hellhole?
A homeless shelter was more put together then his room!
But she was there..
She walked in.
She kissed him in the car..
Or did she?
She was too far gone..
He offered her another beer
and she drank it
hoping it would give her rose colored glasses
to un-see what she had already seen.
While she chugged away at the beer,
he asked her what she wanted to watch.
She got so excited that she immediately burst out with,
"Sex and the city"!
Her favorite show.
And he put it on.
But he never saw it so she got more excited to tell him all about it.
As she rambled and drank
he watched her lips move
and not much later
his lips were on hers...
Rendering her completely blind
to all that she couldn't truly behold.
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She woke up around 4am and realized she was not in her room.
She quickly but quietly tried to get up
but he awoke and asked in a sleepy voice,
"Are you leaving me"?
She said, "yes".
Then kissed him good-bye
and walked out almost running...
knowing she would never return.
Or so she wanted to believe....
