The hardest decision she ever had to make in this grand journey called life
was the decision to leave her Twin Flame.
As she stood in the doorway,
knob in hand...
She took one last glance around the room she helped build.
Everything was in flowing order.
There was a place for their food.
The coffee maker, the toaster oven, their canned goods.
Everything they had was perfect for them.
A table for art, or for journaling.
Two lounging chairs for watching movies while drinking.
A queen sized bed blanketed in Purple Softness..
which brought back lots of great memories
of cozy warm sleepful nights together
as well as wild crazy sinful sleepless nights they dramatically played out together.
As she stood there giggling at the old visions that played out before her...
She was really hating herself for having to run once again,
but it was inevitable.
When was she ever going to get it right?
That was the million dollar question...
However,
at that very moment,
she didn't have time to even begin to figure the answer out.
She only had 30 minutes to run and
wasn't in the mood to get caught walking down the stairs
with two very heavy duffel bags and one semi heavy backpack on her back.
For she knew,
that if he should appear early,
there would have been Hell to pay.
His Flip Side was not something she could ignore
any longer.
She knew she had to break free!
So she took one last look around and inhaled a wish of hope...
Hope that he would stay and use the room for himself or even for his family
if he should ever bring them out.
But deep down inside,
she knew the truth.
This was a final farewell to all the hard work and money they had spent
once again
trying to spin yet another web which they liked to joke
and call..
DESTiNY!
