The energies were rising.
Everyone was feeling them,
including her.
As she began her new way of life,
she realized that how she wanted the energies to
play out in her days,
were always totally up to her.
If she wanted to have a lot of energy,
full of joy,
happiness,
love,
and just pure energy...
All she had to do was listen to her heart.
However,
if she wanted her day to be
a struggle after struggle..
Full of strain,
stress,
worry,
and
Negativity
that could drain an entire ocean,
all she had to do was wake up
and begin by telling herself that she needed to go to work
to make that money
and
will enjoy breakfast after she got there.
Then from there,
the drain will have been completely unplugged,
with no where to go but down.
She chose to go up...
So...
That day,
she began her day
with her favorite cup of coffee,
Cafe Bustelo!
As well as her daily meditation.
Her meditation consisted of
first putting
music in her headphones.
The kind of music that
sometimes took her back to old memories
and old feelings.
And sometimes
the kind of music
that took her into a calm where she
could really relax and feel
what she was truly feeling in that exact moment.
Alongside her music,
she also had a website or blogger
who specialized in planetary readings.
She really liked the ones that always
made her question what she was feeling.
They got her to open up those uncomfortable feelings
that she knew she was always trying to suppress or run away from.
As she did a check list of her body talk,
Tooth pain? Check
Right thumb paper cut.. Check
Left knee pain... Check
Then...
After welcoming them all as well as all the fears attached to them,
she was ready to begin her day by asking her heart
what it would really like to do
at that very moment that would make it
feel happy and loved.
And from there she would follow exactly what it whispered to her.
She just had to quiet her mind in order to hear and feel the answer.
And from that moment forward,
everything she did was filled with energy.
She had learned the hard way
that the only thing she always had to really be aware of..
is that every time she made a decision..
It had to come from her hearts desires.
Her truest values.
Love for herself.
Otherwise,
If she was rushed to make a decision
and made it out of fear,
Fear of losing,
fear of abandonment,
fear of rejection,
she would feel it hit hard!
And eventually if she kept running on making her
decisions out of fear,
Her tank would eventually crack and all the energy
would drain completely
with no one to blame
but herself.
