As she sat
in her now moment,
she looked around herself.
Every thing was the same
yet different.
It seemed, that when she flew
a thousand miles away from
where she felt so uncomfortable...
Evidently,
she had brought the
discomfort with her.
It wasn't her location.
It wasn't who she was with.
It wasn't even the house she was residing in.
It was her.
Her discomfort was coming from
trying to be the same
fear driven child that only
depended on the ego for answers.
The ego in her
was so strong.
It told her to run!
To Fight!
To manipulate
and to deceive.
To the ego, the more people she was able to spark up
and smoke..
The higher she rose...
But the smoke eventually
disappeared..
And she was left standing in the middle of a desert.
Alone.
Even her family was happy and content
as they were.
And she couldn't understand it.
Until now...
Her Ego had created a compulsion for her.
Her pride had set up an army of
let's change them!
But really...
No one needed change.
Everyone accepted themselves as they were.
And that was her whole campaign..
Love and accept yourself
as you are.
Yet there she was...
in the middle of a desert..
Alone...
Looking to change someone.
Anyone.
As a distraction...
A distraction from the truth.
That she only truly needed to
Love and accept herself as she was.
and
To stop trying to always change the world.
So she finally let out a long sigh of surrender...
and knew that,
from this moment on...
All she really needed was to accept
herself,
'As is',
and then
Come Friday,
all will fate itself back
to what it should be.
