Chapter Five

As she got into bed... She hated that tugging feeling... That feeling of regret. 

She really wanted to see Tric, but she told him No...
She remembers saying to him...

"I want to see where this goes..."  

She was never one to want to cement anything. 

Why now? 

And why with C? 

She knew he wasn't a connection, just fun.  

So why push away Tric like that? 

She decided not to think about it and closed her eyes. 

The week flows by as does her monthly curse so she is pretty much grounded and doesn't mind not seeing anyone. 

However, Friday night arrives and she is once again ready to SOAR!

She's out looking for something to wear dancing and starts thinking about Tric. 

Friday nights always started their unions depending on if it was slow at his overnight job. 

After saying no to him the weekend before, she realized she craved him. 

So boldly she picked up her phone and text him... 

"I'm craving you so bad right now."

And then went back to picking out her outfit from the store for that night. 

As she is trying on her clothes in the fitting room she gets a text!

It's from C.

"Me and my Amigos are going out tonight. Will I see you there?"

She responds excitedly,

"Definitely!"

Fast forward to that night.
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She's at her favorite place and is on her second beer, 

but, still no sign of C. 

She continues the night and dances her best dances. 

She really enjoyed the beats they were dropping that night.
It brought out the wild side of her in each and every single movement.
  

An hour and a half later though, she's ready to hit the road. 

yet there's still no sign of C. 

As she is walking out of the club, she runs into the doorman and security guard. 

The doorman asks her, 

"Where's your boyfriend?"

She replies with a smirk, 

"I'm single."

Then throws the question back at him,

"What about you?"

He says, "Same."

He leans in real close to her and whispers in her ear, 

"I saw you out there dancing... you are really good!"

She blushed and smiled at the compliment.

Then softly said, "That's not all I'm good at."

and bit her lower lip lightly. 

She knew she was good... 

Sometimes too much.

As she left the club and got back in her car, she picked up her phone and turned it on. 

A message from C was there. 

"Sorry. Could't make it. We got too drunk to go." 

She immediately thought, "Typical adolescent."

Then started driving happily. 

The compliment from the doorman was enough to fuel her into the sky! 

She was singing along with her music blaring when a text popped up on her GPS screen.

"Text me"

It was Tric!

Her insides got sparked so high she thought she was going to explode!

She pulls over to the side of the road and texts him back. 

They meet up in their usual spot and share the most erotic of meetings since the beginning of their rendezvous adventures. . 

She thought to herself... I guess abstinence does make the heart grow fonder? 

And then she realized just how drunk she really was to even think that, and laughed at her drunken thoughts. 

As she was driving down the road, her mind went into overdrive and began thinking too much.

She couldn't get over the fact that there could be such a huge difference...
She thought about how amazing Tric felt.
Each kiss.
Each thrust..
The sound of his voice, their breathing together..
Everything was so in sync.
It just flowed..
Like the river she stood next to when she first chanced upon him at the park...

So why wasn't it the same with C?
With C she had more times together.
She went more places with C.
She had more similar interests with C.
Yet the sex with C was off...
Way off..
The connection didn't touch her soul
Like Tric did...

She wondered...
Was it because Tric was forbidden fruit?
But that was only earthly.
And she lived in her spiritual mind...
She imagined...
Maybe their souls were at one time connected before and that was what she was feeling each time..

But this was NOW
 and he was taken.
And so she stopped wondering.
It was time she took off the rose colored glasses she took from Neptune
and came back down to Earth.
She snapped herself out of her dream world state,
and just decided to thank the Universe for giving her the Fairy Tale ending to the remainder of her highly entertaining night.
She quickly recapped it..
Vagabond C had left her tied to the train tracks of the Loveless Express
when Prince Tric came to the rescue, untied her and made wild passionate love to her like a real Prince could.
She was satisfied with that thought...

For Now...