She was stuck sitting in the middle of the
Land of Confusion...
All the while,
Drowning in her own sea of emotions...
She really didn't know anymore what was true
and what was illusion.
Some days the truth seemed so hard and cold
that she just gave up all reality
and began to enjoy the sweet scent of delusion.
Why was life so wrong?
Why did death feel so right?
And that's when it hit her.
Maybe the death she was craving was not indeed
Death himself.
But the death of an old way of thinking.
Maybe she was holding on to things that wanted to leave.
Things that never worked out for her anyways.
So then why was she holding on to them so tightly?
To the point that it was dragging her down the road of her next grand opening?
Shouldn't she just surrender?
Just let go.
and
Free fall into the unknown up ahead!?
Yes... That sounded so right and so easy...
But so then, why was it so god damn hard?
Fear. That's why..
Fear was so strong.
So clever.
So evil.
Fear had cast a spell over her a long time ago
and she was still trying to break free.
Where was her fairy godmother?
Just a tear drop away?
Well she had cried a whole river and that damn dame never showed.
There went that illusion.
So now what?
How to break that spell?
All by herself?
Could she perhaps just think it away?
Was that the answer?
Well.. let's see... all her life, she had been doing things with her brain.
All those mantras, all those positive thinking, all those self-help books...
and still... the thought of a spell was still upon her.
So how was she to Break on thru to the other side?
I guess she was going to have to try the unthinkable.
And that was,
To not think.
To not know.
And to not do anything about it.
Instead, she was going to try something she never did before...
And that was to not care anymore.
Not care about the land of confusion.
Not care about their actions.
Not care about what they thought and expected of her.
But instead, she was going to just float.
Float on cloud nine.
And enjoy the land of confusion below her.
She was going to float in the sea of emotions.
Allowing them to be felt, but not to ignite her.
There will be no more reacting.
No more triggers..
Just finding the joy in all situations.
No more worries of expectations.
Just the ones she truly felt like completing at the now moments.
And that is how she decided to handle life.
To take it moment by moment.
Step by step.
Day by day.
And the spell...
Well...
The spell could maybe spell out to her what it's true purpose was.
Cuz she really didn't care anymore.
